current state of things...

so yeah, im no doctor, but i'm fairly certain that i might have mono again. i really hope not. last time i had that shit, i ended up in the hospital for two weeks. i've been uncharacteristically tired lately. the last two days, ive slept for upwards of about 15-16 hours a day. which is really cutting into my school shit. i have no idea. i mean, the weightloss is a plus, but the fucking chronic fatigue just isn't worth it. i feel so fucking drained right now, it bothers me. i should go to a doctor, but i probably wont, because i usually wait to the last second, only to discover that im nearing my deathbed. fuck. well, another long night tonight, work, then probably all nighter. i slept pretty much all day today, which means i'll be up all night tonight. lucky me.