first new post..

well, i havent updated this -ish in like, three months. but now im back in school, and can have more time to do just that.

more to come.

Greg Gossel: Happy Endings Preview from Greg Gossel on Vimeo.

Last Day Dream from torbjon on Vimeo.

short video..but WOW.

”Obviously people are going to think I’m a showboat, and a little bit of a prick. But then I thought… that’s me. I said those things, I did those things. I can live with that.”
- Steve Zissou

i am excite.

school is out for the summer. fuck yes. am i excited to go home? eh. it's debatable, but im ready to get out of bowling green for a little bit anyways. i wish home was some place exciting, but it's really not. im running on very little sleep, plus a mixture of mountain dew and white cheddar cheez-its. nice. i went out to artchrivals tonight, must say, there are some pretty talented artists in BG, but for every one good artist, there is like five or six shitty ones. but it's cool i suppose, at least they're trying to get their shit out and whatnot. hung out at old SethCorts house. fun, sort of. it was supposed to be a party/get together, and ended up being a WoW LanParty/sausage fest. i vacated the premises around 12, and slept till about two.

man, people drive me nuts. im sick of poepole wanting to hang out, and making plans and shit, and then when the time comes to deliver, they're all "eh...idk" like. come the fuck one. in or out. let's not waste time people. idk, im ranting, and this isn't making too much sense. it's not supposed to. i know what im talking about, and that's all that matters. had a good afternoon today though. hung out with some new friends, and went to great escape. i would really like to hang out with these people again. i like them. if these people are reading this, which i highly doubt, because NO ONE reads this shit but me (and i hardly read it myself). but if you guys EVER want to hang out again. call a nigga up.

in other news, i was SUPPOSED to go see angels and demons with some friends. i say supposed to, because i was under the impression that it was going to be like, me and like two other people, but was in reality, me and like 4 or 5 other people. too many for a movie group. especially since a certain SOMEONE invited me, AND another person of whom i fucking detest. did this unnamed individual do this on purpose to illicit some response from me? probably. but homey don't play dat. im over that shit. i dont play games like that shit.

well, fuck. im bored as shit and now im rambling. well, have a good summer everyone, and i will update this shit periodically as i feel.

update.

haven't updated this thing in a while. will do so more over summer. last week of school. finals every day. no sleep. tired. work. ugh.

but, this summer should be fun. (hopefully)

i can't wait to get home, yet i dont want to be there. huh.

“ Walk tall, kick ass, learn to speak Arabic, love music and never forget you come from a long line of truth seekers, lovers and warriors." Hunter S. Thompson

Eclectic Method - The Tarantino Mixtape from Eclectic Method on Vimeo.

copy pasta

bullied kid commits suicide

here's my take on this whole issue. kids have been bullied forever. and don't get me wrong, bullying is something that needs to be stopped. but people need to stop coddling their children. none of that "sensitivity training" bullshit. teach that kid, through proper channels, that the child needs to learn to defend himself. it all starts and ends at the home. the bully was obviously the product of a shitty home. the kid that killed himself obviously had self-esteem issues, he just needed to believe in himself. had he had faith in himself, he could have stepped up and ended this shit on his own.

this shit is a fucking shame.

comrades! unite to destroy the red ring of death!

snax

man, fudgerounds at fucking 6am taste SO good. the end.

warpaint

Warpaint, "Elephants" (Live) from Jason Rosencrantz on Vimeo.
i really like this band...

(insert deity here)_____ bless the internet. http://theorangesplat.com/ this shit is phenomenal. gives me a reason to stay awake, which is awesome. on the other hand, my fucking nose will not quite bleeding. ive used up like, ten tissues. it's insane. today wont be terribly exciting. but what else is new?

only one more hour until i get off work, and the sun comes out. lame.

work/bored

Mais, vrai, j'ai trop pleuré ! Les Aubes sont navrantes.
Toute lune est atroce et tout soleil amer :
L'âcre amour m'a gonflé de torpeurs enivrantes.
Ô que ma quille éclate ! Ô que j'aille à la mer !

im at work, and im bored. who knew. thinking about stuff. STILL waiting for my MLIW shirt i ordered over a week ago now. jesus. i got [.REC] from seth tonight, probably going to watch it. i got so much shit i need to get started on. not to mention i need sort out stuff in my life. i don't know. i just feel like something is amiss. like, you know when a bunch of people know something that you don't, and they wont tell you what it is? that's pretty much how i feel. i can't quite put my finger on it, but it's driving me crazy.

other than that, nothing too crazy or exciting going on right now. SSDD. school, work CoD. im planning on going to nashville on the 30th. concert. ADTR, the Devil Wears Prada, and some other bands. mainly i want to see ADTR. for real. other than that nothing big is going on. i need a break from everything right now. i just want to up and go someplace. im going to start saving some money, and i am going to go on a vacation. no clues where. any suggestions?

modern life is war

(via ronworkman, via cavaz)

go team straight edge!

don't cross the streams

season 3 of venture bros.

i picked up season 3 of venture bros. last night, and needless to say, that is seriously the funniest cartoon ive seen in a long time. that shit cracks me up, and even better, they actually made this dvd release finally uncensored. go team venture!

einstein's dreams

bored as F U C K. as usual. work is dragging on. Einstein was right. time is relative. as in, whenever you're having a great time, it lasts only seconds, but when its freezing, you have to piss really bad, and you still have 20 minutes until you get off work, then time is at a standstill. interesting. i am currently reading 'The God that Failed'. pretty good so far. it consists of articles written by former comunists, and it details why the communist party, particularly in germany following WWI, seemed so appealing. oddly enough, germany's economic problems post-treaty of versailles reminds me of our current state of affairs. who knows, maybe our current economic downturn will spawn an amrican communist revolution. i know, absurd...
...not much going on in other news. school. work. watching House M.D. call of duty. pretty much the story of my life, and believe me, it's a page-turner.

kill one, terrorize a thousand...

today is the birthday of Vasily Zaytsev. if you don't know who that is, then watch enemy at the gates starring jude law. you get the point.

who watches the watchmen?

Friendly Fires - Paris

FRIENDLY FIRES_PARIS from _del on Vimeo.

this made me feel good

Bathtub IV from Keith Loutit on Vimeo.

besides being St. Patrick's day...

today in 180ad Marcus Aurelius died. (go watch gladiator if you don't know what this matters. lol.)

what the fuck

family too fat to work?

i say kill those fat fucks. geez. glad they live in the UK and not here.

im sitting outside of class. like 40 minutes till it starts. im bored as shit. im thinking about all the fun stuff i have to do today. i need to cash my paycheck, go to wal-mart, possibly best buy, and then possibly the post office. who knows. i lead a life of excitment and intrigue.

Where is Dr. House when you need him?

so yeah, back at school. spring break was ok. RE5 was good. but i was in the hospital friday and saturday. they still don't know what the fuck happened. but apparently my appendix was "inflamed". whatever the fuck that means. so yeah. i was in a shit ton of pain, but they did give me morphine, so there was a plus side to this. yeah, updates whenever i don't feel close to death.

blah

no posts in a while. it's ok im on spring break. which means tons of catching up on sleep, and kicking ass in call of duty. well, nothing much to note. RE5 tonight. then white castle. word.

Tuesday

at an end

This week is almost over. which is really awesome. tomorrow is going to pretty eventful. i have my 20th Century Europe midterm tomorrow. which should be a piece of cake. then im driving home to hang out with my best friend. we're going to go to the Vicious Rule/Partly Cloudy Show, then over to eat at dads. then i am coming back to BG to work all weekend. next week is spring break. i don't know what im going to do. probably just hang out, and wait for the new NFG cd, then Resident Evil 5 on friday. im pretty pumped.

who ya gonna call?

(copypasta: RonWorkman)

Hypnerotomachia Poliphili

so yeah. im pretty restless right now. i was awake all night, asleep all day, and now, i must repeat this vicious cycle of insomnia. on a positive note, i did go to all of my classes today. which is really a milestone for me. lol. all kidding aside, classes today were pretty good. my economic geography class was boring as usual, and my three-hour long world war I class was pretty beast. i used to think that world war II was insane in its scale, but WWI was WAY more intesne, both in scale and in sheer rediculousness of what caused it. needless to say, im beginning to think of ideas for my fucking 20page research paper. blah. in anycase, i am about to get some food, then CoD it up for a couple of hours, then a rigorous course of intense late-night cramming for my geography class tomorrow. word.

my tuesday thus far..

pretty uneventful. me and natedawg pulled another all-nighter. went to white castle at like 3am, ate that shit up, watched the office, nathan studied, and played CoD4 till like 7am. went to sleep and was awoken at about 9 by the sound of fucking tornado alarms. fuck.

im tired, and super hungry right now. plus, i have my lame ass night class tonight. fuck.

so yeah...

turns out, breakfast wasn't such a good idea after all. me and nathan walked up to DUC and ate some breakfast, which was barely edible. then i walked over to MMTH and printed off my geography paper, which is due here in like 15 minutes or so. my stomach hurts so fucking bad. i'm probably going to skip my next class. which i really don't need to, but damn...this is insane right now.

daylight...

is creeping in from my blinds. which is kind of a good sign. daylight means that people are up, and other students will soon be out on their daily hustle. future cogs in the machine. blah. i'm hungry as shit. i plan on hitting up DUC, and in particular, FreshFood here in like, an hour.

food+my mouth=engergy for the rest of the day

a definite positive. well, i BS'd a paper, listened to music, and was generally bored this morning so far. who knows, maybe a good day today? chances seem unlikely if this weather continues to suck the balls. weatherbug says its 22, but it also says that it's still dark outside. who knows. well, enough of this rambling. vidya games for an hour, then sustanance.

Late Night/Early Morning

damn, what can i say? my sleep schedule is fucked forever. it is now 5.13am and i am still awake. i have the sounds of Tiesto and the Office conflicting for attention. not to mention i am bored out of my mind. i've wasted the last hour looking up obscure ancient texts and trying to just, i don't know. do something. i need to figure shit out.

weekend update.

so yeah, i had a pretty eventful weekend. well, about as eventful as i get. any who, here is a basic rundown of my weekend:

i got an oil change on saturday morning. went out to eat at a&w. drove up to louisiville and got my hair cut. watched the changling (new angelina jolie/clint eastwood flick, seriously fucked up/really good movie), ate some chicken from wal-mart, and then drove home. Sunday i woke up around...3pm or so, go up, got dressed and chilled at the house till about 6, then ate a Los Napales in Radcliff. went to wal-mart with josh, picked up killzone2, then drove back to BG. that's about it really. not too eventful.

Jennifer Tilly

(copy pasta) Ron Workman: Normally I wouldn’t care, but a friend brought this up tonight… Jennifer Tilley is fucking 50! Good job honey.

Good Job Indeed...

this weekend.

this weekend was crazy. so much funny shit happened. but i will write more on it later. right now i'm having CoD withdrawals, and must attend to my addiction.

Ian Curtis

In the early hours of 18 May 1980, Curtis hanged himself in the kitchen of his house in Macclesfield, England. He had just viewed Werner Herzog's film Strozek and listened to Iggy Pop's The Idiot. At the time of his death, his health was failing as a result of the epilepsy and attempting to balance his musical ambitions with his failing marriage. His wife found his body the next morning.

Wilson later said, "I'd been warned on a train to London two weeks earlier by Annik [Honoré]. I asked her, 'What do you think of the new album.' She goes, 'I'm terrified.' I said, 'What are you terrified of?' She replies, 'Don't you understand? He means it.' And I go, 'No, he doesn't mean it - it's art.' And guess what? He fucking meant it."

So Yeah, i just got listening to some Joy Division. Everytime i listen to them, i have a new favorite song. right now, it's 'She's Lost Control'. good shit. But if you're unfamiliar with them, i would reccomend "Love Will Tear us Apart" and "Ceremony" (which was never released under Joy Division, but as New Order's First single, which was pretty much Joy Division minus Ian Curtis)

current state of things...

so yeah, im no doctor, but i'm fairly certain that i might have mono again. i really hope not. last time i had that shit, i ended up in the hospital for two weeks. i've been uncharacteristically tired lately. the last two days, ive slept for upwards of about 15-16 hours a day. which is really cutting into my school shit. i have no idea. i mean, the weightloss is a plus, but the fucking chronic fatigue just isn't worth it. i feel so fucking drained right now, it bothers me. i should go to a doctor, but i probably wont, because i usually wait to the last second, only to discover that im nearing my deathbed. fuck. well, another long night tonight, work, then probably all nighter. i slept pretty much all day today, which means i'll be up all night tonight. lucky me.

work

damn. my job sucks. i get paid minimum wage to sit around for four hours and watch a fucking desk. it sucks. i have to deal with so many lame ass people, it's sad. but, on the plus side, my two bosses are not even here tonight, which means i can stay on my laptop all night. which means me wasting my time looking up stupid shit on the internets. oh, and king kong (the peter jackson one) is on tv right now, it's it is kind of annoying. blah. i only have like, 40 minutes left of work, 40 minutes that is going to go by super slowly.

a softer world.

Blood Alone Moves the Wheels of History!

i hate

being in school right now. this shit is crazy. i have zero motivation to go to class, and on top of all that, i'm broke as shit. i don't even have any money to go and get something to eat. this sucks. not to mention the job that i do have, doesn't pay very well, and this summer, nobody is going to be hiring because the economy is a piece of trash right now. i wish obama would float some of that stimulus money my way. i'd vote for him next term, i swear.

lameness.

yeah, i totally just slept through my first class today. man, my sleep schedule is so fucked up right now. i pretty much sleep all day, and stay up all night. which is a really bad habit in college.

i just got done watching Ghostbusters for like, the hundredth time this week. i'm not sure why, but everytime i watch it, i have a new favorite part. but my all-time favorite part is where rick moranis gets possed and talks to the horse:

Louis: I am the Keymaster! The Destructor will come, the Traveler! The Destroyer! Gatekeeper! (he approaches a horse on a wagon) I am Vince. Vince Clortho, Keymaster of Gozer, Volguus Zildrohar, Lord of the Sebouillia. Are you the Gatekeeper?Wait for the sign, and our prisoners will be released. (runs off, yelling back to the coachman.) You will perish in flame! Soon as I find the Gatekeeper!

being incredibly bored, as i ususally am, i decided to watch a movie. after ten minutes of deliberation, i decided on The Great Escape. long story short, this movie is good shit, and Steve McQueen is one bad ass dude.

i just finished playing bioshock. it was pretty badass must say. im really looking forward to the sequel.

get pumped.

i hope..

that somnus mighty god of sleep doesn't strike me down here in class. i have officially been awake for an entire 24-hour period. which sucks. im tired as shit. and i am in intro to geography, which i could fucking teach.

what in the fuck.

dude. i know it's late and all, but why does every annoying person in the whole building want to talk to me? here it is 5am and this guy just talked to me for almost an hour about damn World of Warcraft. jesus christ. well, the creepy ass newspaper guy is here. and he's forcing small talk with me about current events.... ...The freaks come out at night/early morning. well, i am going to watch a movie or some shit.

First Post...

Well, it's officially my first blog posting. it is 4.06am (central time). i am bored as shit at work. im going to use this to post shit on just about anything that i feel like.